Just browse through my past blogs..
Had a very sad feeling, all those posts were about my ex-boyfriend and I.
He was the first boyfriend that I loved the most, devoted the most & lasted the longest. ( Not comparing to Honglee, of course. )
Felt that I didn't cherish him enough. Because of me, we broke up and both of us got hurt instead.
I wasn't a good girlfriend, never was and never will.
Thinking of it now, I feel that it's a good thing that we broke up.
Or else, I think he wouldn't have met other girls that are much more better than me.
Whenever we talked to each other or meet up with each other, people didn't know what we went through together.
They would always think that we're just friends that just know each other.
But deep down in my heart, we're still friends just that we know each other better than we know ourselves.
& Friends that are closer than bestfriends, lesser than lovers.
Q. is the only one that knows me better than myself.
I was shocked when I said I was going to hospital tomorrow and he replied, your backbone right.
He remembered all those little things that I said to him.
And just by my backview, he could instantly recognize me when his friends couldn't even recognize it.
You'll always be my favourite person to talk to, even though I don't talk to you as you're always so down after you broke up with your ex-girlfriend.
Hope you'll find someone better,
And pull you out of your misery.
Remember this,
"You're not unwanted. You'll always be wanted by me."
Signing off,
{♥} ステラ'xStellaLoves.
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