I'm finally back to blogging! ♥
Because, I feel that this is th only place where I feel safe. :')
Yeah, How do I start? Let's see..
Hmmm.. It's been a long time since I last felt I was loved by him.
And my feelings are fading as time continues to tick away..
I don't know why. I feel insecure, I feel hopeless, I feel miserable.
But I still manage to keep a smile going on my face,
Just to prevent anyone whom cares for me, to feel my misery.
I don't know how to say, but it hurts me every single time you try to get closer to me.
Deep inside me, I feel like crying, giving everything up and fall into the dark hole of depression.
I am going to breakdown sooner or later..
But I am still pressing on, all because of you.
I feel that you're still th one I've loved th most.
I don't want to lose you, but has it become a habit?
Is it true? My heart tell me that this ain't love anymore.
It's just that time has turned it into a habit.
A habit of seeing you everyday, kissing you everyday and hugging you everyday?
I hope it isn't, y'know?
Because I still feel jealousy, care and concern.
Boy, you know something?
I love you. ♥
And I really meant it.
I don't wanna lose you,
But I know I'm really ridiculous and over-sensitive and over-jealous at times.
I feel like that is because I love you and I really don't wanna lose you.
I hope you'll know how I feel..
Because I hope we'll really really last until we're old.
But sometimes, things just make our lives difficult for us.
Like instant, Money - It's one of th few mains things we always quarrel about.
I know you want me to know that you're with me not because of my money.
But sometimes, your actions really made me think so, y'know?
Hais.. I'm sorry that I doubted you and didn't trust you.
But I believe what my eyes see and I know my eyes will never lie.
Sorry, but you can prove me wrong.
Prove it to me that you're with me not because of my money.
Use actions to tell that to me.
"Actions speaks louder than words."
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Alrights, I'm tired le.
Signing off now,
{♥} ステラ' Stella.
{♥} 16'o3'1o ; 12.25am !
Labels: Boy, prove it to me with your actions. ♥