Finally, today's th day when I opened up my diary.
And poured all my feelings into it.
Hais, I've so many things that I need to do.
Yet, I am still confused about what am I supposed to do.
Studies
Relationship.
Finance.
Firstly,
I seriously cannot handle studies and relationship together.
I tend to find Baby after school,
Just because I am not used to be alone.
And I cannot bear to leave him alone.
That hurts me and I don't really have th urge to study anymore.
However,
Here comes my relationship problems.
To be frank,
I think that I still cannot let go of my memories with him.
We sms-ed with each other yesterday night.
He told me a lot of things,
I felt that until now,
I am still th only one who knows him inside out.
When he said that, " You should know that I am unwanted. "
It reminds me of our past.
It made me feels like we're two years back before.
But after a night of sleep,
I came to realize that I am living in th year 2010 not 2008.
He made me feel that he's hinting me that he still needs me or something :o
I just cannot figure it out.
Fine, whatever.
I should put this thing aside first.
Lastly,
I am in need of money for Liling's brithday.
If you know me well,
I should have no problems digging money out.
But, for th past 6months.
My money have been almost drained up :o
I declared bankruptcy now )':
Th reason is pretty obvious,
If you have been slacking with me for th past 6months :)
So now,
Who got th solution to save me.. ):
I AM GOING TO EXPLODE SOON D: !
{♥} 16'o3'1o ; 12.25am !
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