Yays !!!
For once , just for ONCE .
I dont need to fake a smile in front of everyone already .




So greatxzxzxz manxzxzxzx ,
Hais , It's painful -&& torturing to fake a smile in front of everyone every single day ):


Yeahs , I felt really down today ):
Sister saw it thou :x .


I felt like crying each second ._.
I cried like fuck on yesterday night .


I thought we were going to break soon ):
Cried and cried like some crazy ass .___.


I didnt want to let yous know ,
But eventually I told you .
Cause I didnt want to hide anything from you .


Baby , I dont want to lose you .
I dont wish to break with you too .


But , I need to concentrate on my studies now ):
Or it will be too late lurhs .


I tried my best to balance in between studies -&& relationships lurhs .
I guess I have too much problems unsolved .


I know I've been running away from th tons of unsolved problems I've faced .
I know Im not brave enough to face up to all my problems .


But , I gotta shove them aside for awhile first .
I need to let of either relationship or studies to balance .


Therefore , I chose to not let go of both .
I dowan to lose either one .


So Im still trying to balance both , okays.? :D
I know you'll be going to work soon .


After you work , you'll need to go in NS lurhs .
I dowan to lose you ):


Sorry , but I love yous alot .
I can't bear to let go of you .


You know I love yous ,
I know you love me :)


We'll still be as happy as ever together like th last few months , right.?
I know you missed those happy days together :)


So we'll try our best to rewind to those happy days , alrights.?
I know you've sacrificed alot for me ._.


I'm very happy that Im th first one that you sacrificed so much for me :)
You know , you're th first one that Im afraid of losing.?


I didnt care about losing my ex in th past ,
But I know I cared about losing you from th past tils now ):


This post is not viewable to everyone ,
Except for those fucking close to me :] .


So be honorable that you can be reading this post , okays ! :D
This post is dedicated to my beloved boyf. :] .


You know Im referring to you :)
Hahs , thanks for making me smile back today .


I was down to th max manxzxz today ._.
Sister was worried about me :x .


Sorry Sister , Made you worried about me ):
I love yous to th max lurhs {♥} ! :D




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Hahs , After you bathed finish .
You went to your room ,
Slept on th bed by my side ,
Then you hugged me .


I felt very loved :)
After that hug , my mood was high up in th sky alreadyyy :x .


Hahs ! Lovedieyous lurhs Baby :] .
Thanks for being by my side {♥} .












I love you ,
These 3 simple words from you ,
Makes a big difference in my life .
















Baby ,I love you , :] .
-&& You know I meant it .








{♥} STELLA ;
iloveyou,baby.

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