Hihi Earthlings :} .


Woke up at o8am today ._.
Bathed -&& Prepared .
Now waiting for people to wake up -.- .
Boreddd :x .


I want eat my breakfast one ):
Stupid Xingzi , she just woke up niahs ._.
I dunos go where today ,
Shall see who I wanna go out with barhs :] .


Im sick -&& tired of being accused -.- .
I didnt spam Winnie's blog please ,
Who wants to spam her lurhs .


Xiangting ,
I've already sorted out my thinkings ,
She wasn't there for me when we're in Sec 1 .
Only until Sec 2 , then we're closer .
I know she's very disappointed in me ,
But she was th one who said I've changed -&& treated me as a stranger .
I tried to talk to her ,
But she either reply me one word or ignore me .
What you want me to do.?
I also dowan to quarrel derhs .
You tell me lurhs ,
I really don't know whatt to do already liaos .


Noelle ,
I didn't refer to you all .
I just merely typed out what I felt ,
Unless you felt that you're guilty .
Yes , I regretted alot in th past cause of my wrong decisions .
I regretted doing things I should not have done ,
-&& saying things I should not have said .
Yes , I really regretted it .
So whatt.?
I want to change now ,
I dont want to regret in th future anymore .
Th only thing I regret th most is NOT about you all or friends .
I know a lot of people don't wish our clique to fall out over such issues .
I also know that you all are scolding me cause you all cared for me ,
But who started this thing first .
I know ever since I break up , I changed .
-&& After I changed , Im closer to Qianhui more .
Then your buay song her .
I now not with Qianhui already ,
I closer to Xingzi .
Your also like buay song her .
Then whatt you want me to do.?
Only until I alone then your okays is it.?
I dont know whatt your want from me ,
Whatt Winnie want from me .
You tell me whatt your want from me barhs .


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I dont know how to get your forgiveness.?
Or should I say I dont know whatt to do now .
You should know Im refering to you .
I said that I wont cry for friends .
But you made me cried for our sistership like fuck ,
I cried when you backstabbed me .
I cried when I said to disband SWX .
I cried whenever I thought of you this few days .
-&& I feel like crying right now..

I disgraced myself this few days .
Xingzi , Chowxun , Cheefoong saw me cried th most barhs , I think .
Everytime I cried , they are always with me .

Fuck man , I hate it :/ .
I know your utterly disappointed in me ,
Im sorry .

I know you want me to change .
I am trying to change already .
But whatever I did in th past ,
I wont remove/close them .

I dont wish to end this sistership with you .
So I really hope to cherish it before it is gone again .

I love you to th max , Sister :] .



Kays , got to go now .
Going to TeckWhye Mac for Breakfast with Xingzi , Chowxun -&& Evelyn :} .
Byebye Earthlings :D !




{♥} STELLA .
sistersforlife.